The worst grief is to bade goodbye.

although i'm not a person that suffers alot of grief, but through the different setbacks that i've gone through, the worst is usually one word;"left" or "leave". yesterday was the last day for our seniors, they will be taking their o levels, than start moving on with their lives. gosh, it's hard to explain this feeling. there's a debate between a tinge of sadness, and yet at the same time, happiness. thus, as we move on with life, what's most important is in the bottom of our heart, where they hold a place both in our hearts and live.

there are a few seniors who came into my live, change and make me a stronger person, and there are some that i would like to take this opportunity to thank wholeheartedly. first on the list:
SHERMIN ONG.
HAHA, ong shu wen, you so kuku, i know very long about the msg for me in your blog, is that i must finish writing for you first:D you know, for me it's like no matter how close you are to a senior, there's like a gap in between, but it's different thing when it comes to you. you make me feel comfortable whenever i'm with you, and that i enjoyed every moment when i'm with you. there are times when you saw me through, encouraged and advised me, and not forgetting the happy moments too. you've been a great impact in my life, i'll never forget you nor the times spent together. you are being loved alot by lynn wee<3
"LYNN WEEE: Hey, you have to stay strong okay? I can't bare to see you so stressed up by your studies and you have to entertain your CCA in charge teachers. Tough job. But i have faith in you. I believe that you can do it. Because you're my junior. HAHAHA. You are the only junoir that i'm that worried. You must take good care of your health okay? And and and, all the best for everything you might be facing in the future, when i'm not there with you. You must be strong okay? I LOVE YOU! "
tears just filled my eyes when i read this. i'm seriously superly touched for all the things that you've done! don't worry, i'll be fine:D you must take good care of yourself, your health and everything. thank you!
up next:
STELLA MOK
i could still remember that time, when you, shermin and i went to hougang mall after cca, than i had chicken rice:D HAHA, and your were nagging away. HAHA, and i would always remember, you thought me alot of things, and make sure that i learn and understand things well. all the best for your 'o levels', you can do it:D
last but not least:
VARIAN ANG
you never fail to bring joy and laughter to us whenever co are feeling down, and teaching me how to keep the volume of co down, just by folding your arms, and stare at them. HAHA. and not forgetting, the way you scolded us, so fiercely, and, continue to motivate ppl to laugh, because laughter kills all saddness:D
lastly:
JONATHAN TOH
you are definitely not the senior that i've met through chinese orchestra, neither have i spent lots and lots of time with you, but somehow, we've met through metamorphosis, and subsequently, got to know and understand each other better. i'd definitely remember you for the "so logical" person. HAHA, be it through the different emotions, you'd always have something good to say. when i'm going to watch a concert, you'd ask me to enjoy myself and so on, and when i'm feeling down and horrible, you'd never fail to try your best to cheer me up and send like all the things you want to say, which accumulate to 7 smses. thank you for all the things that you've done for me! i know you will do well for the upcoming "o levels", have faith in yourself, and produce your best results:D
to everyone else, i wish you all the best! GOD BLESS!

anyway, co had photo taking yesterday, and we took alot of pictures. but dont feel like posting now, so the pictures will be posted another day.