AGRH! i'm going insane!
i'm starting to feel the pressure and stress of exams, and its killing me! i'm so stressed out that i can just sit down and cry out.
but i shall have faith and trust in the lord. success dont come becaue of my actions and efforts, but because of God's way.
Daddy lord, Jesus! i have faith in you and i love you<3
ANYWAY, I HAVE GREAT NEWS!
brought min li, jasmine lin and jolene to church on saturday. before church, we treated ourselves a yummy gourmet meal! we went to ajisen. yummy! than we headed down to church, and guess what? MIN LI AND JASMINE LIN ACCEPTED CHRIST! AND JOLENE JOINED MY CHURCH! gosh, i was so happy, no words can describe how i feel. HAHA, when they called who wanted to accept Jesus in their lives, min li raised up her hand, but she dare not go up to the front, so she pulled me along. and we prayed. however, jasmine was contemplating to accept christ or not. so, we went to the welcome lounge, and the Esther talked to her, and she let God come into her live.
AMEN! ALL GLORY TO THE LORD:D

it's the end of the holiday, and i've not completed my homework. *faint*
but, did some studying during the holidays, and got a better grip of certain subjects.

i've been running away from my report slip recently, you know there are times when it's difficult to face the music and accept reality, and especially if you're clueless about what to do, your first reaction is to run away, and in addition, my father's sick, and if i show him the slip, it will be dreadful to see the image. Basically, thoughts are just running through my head, contemplating, and i know i can't hide forever.

so, isn't it better to just stop here, and join our father Lord in heaven? well, i'm not being emotional, or neither am i in the right mind to write this, but i'm writing this with much thoughts and consideration. okay, it's stupid to end your life yourself, but what if someone does it for you?

but being serious, i'll definitely die with no regrets if the day comes. oh yeah, plus i ALMOST DIED YESTERDAY; it goes like this..
was having lunch break, and there wasnt much time left. so they walked ahead of me, and i didn't dare to cross the road, so when they were standing at the road there, and shouting that they will cross without me, i was afraid and dashed after them thinking that they'd really cross without me, so i was supposed to dash and wait at the centre, but i dash without even looking at the other side of the road for the oncoming cars. the lorry honked at me, flashed his headlights at me, and i screamed my lungs out, and i didn't get involve in the accident because jolene pulled me hard.
so is it fate that decides when you will die and how long you will live?
okay, enough about life and death. back to today.

OMG, i love white tangerine. the people there are awesome people, plus, white tangerine is orange in colour, and it's really comfortable(to eat, chat, and even do homework, or sleep!) HAHA, so today, i went there again, along with jo and jasmine, and started to make friends with the people tending the shop, they are super duper nice people. studied till my hands went numb, so as i was walking, i pressed on the table, and *PIANG*(the sound of glass breaking?) oh yeah, i broke the glass. i was feeling terribly sorry and guilty for breaking their glass, but they just said it's okay, and even started laughing away. i feel so at home there! and when you're about to leave, they always want to welcome you back!

was browsing through, and i saw cheryl yuen's blog.
HEY junior, life is full of hope, even when you feel like it's the end, there are many others standing together with you and for you. be determined, and dont give up. i've absolute faith in you that you'll shine brightly one day, and i can see that you're already shining radiantly in my eyes. co is here for you, guan yue is here for you, many others are here for you. i could still remember, quek and i saw alot of potential in you, because you're a girl full of potential.
remember, happiness is there for those who pursue, so go ahead and pursue:D