obssesion is cruel
just came home from chinese new year dinner. i have been realising something these few days. the love and respect for my daddy is not there already.i have been like treating him so badly. i seriously do not know why. think is the stress that i'm facing. monday's science common test and i do not even know a single thing at all. i hate it. i owe my daddy an apology, but i do not know how to bring it up, it's easy hurting someone's feeling, hard amending it back. so people out there, think before you say anything. because the only thing you can do after that, is regret. that's all, and the guilty feeling you will feel is bad. (that's what i'm feeling now) bad, so so bad.
seeing others get the things they want so much. i dont want to fail any subjects. i must pull up my socks! things have not been going right. seriously. failing my maths two times and science. it's just miserable seeing your horrible results. TERRIFYING. i just realised, i am the stupidiest in my daddy's generation. all went to super good schools. i feel so ashamed of myself.
anyway, i'm not going to fail my common test. i must strive for the best. okay, enought for that. i just realised another thing also. haha. my cousin is CRAZY over DUCKS(the animal). he has 11 soft toy ducks at home. four of the same kind, another three of the same kind, and the rest were different. and what got me interested was, HE PROMISED HIS DUCK THAT HE WILL NOT EAT DUCK! and he did not eat duck for a year already. wake up boy, you're primary four this year. haha, anyway, he has the brains. the smartest in our generation. BUT, its so cute, being obssesed with DUCKS. haha:D

KARINA'S BLOG ROCKS(:
HAHA.
our class video on jumping jacks.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K3NSRkGq5L0
I JUST CANT PUT THE VIDEO! ONLY THE WEB

bill bombing leads to phone confiscating
my phone got confiscated! because my bill bombed again, anyway, i think this can be a challenge to help me control(:
CHERYL LIM, HAPPY BIRTHDAY
she's one of my bestest bud:D than, i recieved a news. my great aunt passed away. haii

new song. proud of you
⇒Proud Of You
Love in your eyes
Sitting silent by my side
Going on Holding hand
Walking through the nights
Hold me up Hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind

I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
The heaven in the sky

Stars in the sky
Wishing once upon a time
Give me love
Make me smile
Till the end of life
Hold me up Hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind

I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
The heaven in the sky
Can't you believe that you light up my way
No matter how that ease my path
I'll never lose my faith
See me fly I'm proud to fly up high
Show you the best of mine
Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly
I'm singing in the sky
Show you the best of mine
The heaven in the sky
Nothing can stop me
Spread my wings so wide

posted a new song. its simply lovely
listen by beyonce
listen,
to the song here in my heart
a melody i've start but can't complete

listen, to the sound from deep within
it's only beginning
to find release

oh, the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
they will not be pushed aside and turned
into your own
all cause you won't listen....

(chorus)
listen,
i am alone at a crossroads
i'm not at home, in my own home
and i tried and tried
to say whats on my mind
you should have known
oh, now i'm done believin you
you don't know what i'm feelin
i'm more than what, you made of me
i followed the voice
you gave to me but now i gotta find,
my own..

you should have listened
there is someone here inside someone
i'd thought had died
sooo long agoohh
i'm free now and my dreams
to be heard they will not be pushed aside on words
into your arms all cause you won't listen...

(chorus)i don't know where i belong
but i'll be movin onif you don't
.if you won't
listen!!!...to the song here in my heart
a melody i've start
but i will complete oh,
now i'm done believin you
you dont know what i'm feelin
i'm more than what,
you made of me i followed the voice,
you think you gave to me but now i gotta find,
my own..my ownn...

valentine's day
today's valentines day. the day before i spent half of my day preparing the valentines day gifts. i went straight home after school, and baked cookies.
GUESS WHAT?
my cookies were chao da. haha. so i had to buy a tin of cookies.
i had a hard time packing them. than, there were no more wrapping plastic and ribbon. actually i planned to give to all my classmates. but now, only some of them recieved. to those who did not recieve it. i'm so so sorry.
okay. today, in the morning, went to heartland to get fresh roses, than met up with yu lynn and reb. we went to mac for breakfast and proceed to school. during CME period, mr gan wasnt here, so there was a relieve teacher. she's super nice larh. so we started giving out our valentines day gift. it was so cool larh. than we hugged each other and we took alot of pictures. will post the pictures some other time. than ot was history. although we had open book test, it was fun because it did not seem like a test at all(: and we went to hug miss ng. haha.than english period. we made mr Lawrence angry, he was like so pissed off. hope that mr Lawrence will show us videos and be funn with us. and than there goes assembly. i was really restless because everyone felt bad. than i went straight after school because i had appointment.thank you guys:D

the changes that i have made
haha. there were many problems with this new blogskin, i have CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN. at first my posts were on top of the profile, that whole stretch was covered. than i was dissapointed. so i start changing with the width and everything even though i dont even know what i'm doing. i have tried like more than 20 times. and I SUCCEED! it worked. it look perfectly fine now(: YEAH. perseverance leads to success. i can't agree more!