it confuses me.

EMILIA DARLING! she's the one who does the most thing for me, cared for me, showed me concern. there she is. she's the number one! woohoots. i love youX) well, her concern and cares are much better than the others, she shares my burden, hear my cries, console me, and make me happy. you're the best!
SYF's over. we clinched a sliver award, have a confuse feeling, should i be happy or should i be sad?
happy: we were maneged to get a silver instead of a bronze
sad: we stayed back almost everyday and we only get a silver award
maeybe we were'nt up till the standard yet. its okay, still have 2009. haha(:
EMILIA'S SO SWEET! she brought me chicken essence. haha, than we were suppose to drink it before conpetition starts, but we clean forgotten all about it till we reached back aftr we know the results, we wanted to drink but i accidentally droped it! ARGH, sorry emilia. than i told emilia, maybe because we did not get gold just why it's not happy and slipped out of the box. sigh.